Poetry By
Nina Romano
Published on: 11/26/2014
Carrying
I carry risotto to the table on a serving platter, and unfinished poems in my pocket. I move from stove to oven attending dishes in a pregnancy smock I wore forty-two years ago, and now use as an apron. Oh, sweet baby, did you lose yourself in too much want, in too much love and need? Thrust yourself outward before time not wanting to face a strange world so happy floating and protected in my womb? Oh how I loved you, unborn baby boy! Love you still with the feelings I bore you then, wearing this smock while I carried you--now a worn, shabby apron, washed till blood red faded to sad pink! I remember singing my dreams aloud to you and to the sky, hoping it wouldn't fall upon my head-- ending our world. But if the blue had crashed in on us, what matter then the dusted armoire with my husband's pressed and folded shirts, the beaten Isfahan Persian rug, my mother's Bavarian plates stacked neatly in the piattera, or the manuscripts in bins near my well-appointed desk? Alone, I carry dreams of you … uncaring if the sky does fall.
Published on: 11/24/2014
The Sadness in her Eyes
At the doctor's Office a girl sits with a colorful sundress, wound about her legs. I wonder if she's Jewish as I note the Hamsa that hangs from a chain around her neck and dangles at a sundial scar on her chest. She speaks French Canadian to her partner and I guess she also speaks English, because our gynecologist does. She's upset and won't or can't make out the forms the nurse gave her, and hands them to the man. Where is her lovely smile, her lilting laugh? Hidden now—veiled behind a guise of gray eyes looking through the window at a cascading summer rain. And of a sudden, I know. Remembering that same sadness in her eyes, that gaze looking back at me from the mirror when I was about her age. She, too, has lost the baby.
Published on: 11/22/2014
Summer Rain
This morning's rain punishes the hurricane shutters pierces the window screens, pulses against the panes of glass. My hand slides across a book cover that entices me to read, it feels like material rather than paper, but my mind is elsewhere, and I remember on days like this trying to read at the beach, in between gusts of rainfall and wind thrashings. I'd finally give up as the precipitation turned to a pelting rain, and then I'd huddle beneath the lifeguard stand and watch my brother run through exercises with a crew in a long rowboat, fiercely beaten back through waves and storm. While others rowed, he held grappling hooks in one hand and a round, white life saver in another. How did he balance so Christ-like in that rocking craft? On what I knew was a count of three after a screeching whistle blew, he'd toss the white lifesaver ring in an almost sideward discus throw; then he'd throw out the hooks underhanded. He'd kneel down, pretend to catch, pull and yank, then toss again, pretending once more to snatch, wrench and heave some drowning, drowned soulless body toward the safe harbor of the boat. Slowly, he'd reel in the lifesaver, then the heavy hooks. I wish I could do the same now&emdash; toss a line and catch him, drag him ashore with me or at least into my floundering, foundering boat.
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